Realized...

I have been thinking a lot lately where I fit into sexuality.

All my dating life I have always had trouble with relationships. Where I fit in, what gender I loved more. So I stated saying that I was a bisexual.

I tried for a long time to find a guy that I actually found attractive. Tried finding a man that I could be with sexually. I convinced myself that I liked men, and enjoyed being in a relationship with them.

All my relationships with men have never worked out, it never felt quite right, the sex wasnt all that great, and I rarely got off on having sex with them. I never felt right in a mans arms. I felt awkward and weird with them.

I never felt safe with men, never. Not even once. I always felt irritated with them, out of place and kind of grossed out ha.

My relationships with women have been completely different. The way I felt with women was enchanting, exciting and never dull.

My relationships with women lasted, and felt right. Laying in a womans arms was safer feeling then laying in a mans. I kept trying to be with men, and I just...I couldn't.

I love a women softness, nurturing. Trusting. Enjoyable. The female body is just enchanting. Then you add a relationship into all this and its just amazing.

I think after my years of finding where I belong is over. I am a lesbian. It just feels so right to be with a lady :) I have never liked men....but I dont regret it because its made me who I am today.
I want, and crave to be with a woman.

Back to Writing!!

A great friend of mine got me back to writing. I used to write every day, all day and then I had stopped. Life was just getting in the way, and then I was not motivated to write anymore, but here I am! I am excited to start writing again, specially since I have my own blog for the first time! Woo!

 A little about me real quick!

I am a almost 22 year old (Turn 23 in a few months! lol) and I live the BDSM D/s Lifestyle. I am quirky, mischievous and fun!

I am a switch within my lifestyle. I have a owned submissive now I am seeking to find my Dom.

I do not really hide who I am, or who she is. I will not pretend to be someone I am not! Why hide? Why pretend. I am happy with living a full time, 24/7 Dominant/submissive lifestyle! I find i freeing to be owned, and to own someone. It is unique, and even though people do not understand it....I don't care haha.

Anyways....Look for more writings coming very soon!! <3

~Moon

Welcome...

...to my blog! This post is mainly here so my crazy brat friend can test my layout and make it all cute. Stay tuned, for I will have tons of new posts about my submission, my Dominance, sex, life, love and all that hot stuff! Follow me, and I will follow you back!


xxoo!